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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Teenage Dirtbag -Wheatus
  1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
  2. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
  3. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
  4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
  5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
  6. Dream more while you are awake.
  7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
  8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
  9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
  10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
  11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
  12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
  13. Smile and laugh more.
  14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.


7:59 PM

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Runaway Train -Soul Asylum


I'm feeling faint.


8:10 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

These Hard Times -Matchbox Twenty


On rainy days like this, you just have the urge to have something or someone to cuddle up to and just spend the day snoozing away.


6:46 PM

Friday, February 20, 2009

Bye Bye Beautiful -Nightwish


My left head hurts. I can't believe there's a barrier now. I'm going to strangle you till your head gets detached from your neck. Friends come and go. My nose bled for the 3rd time today. The first being happened on the same time yesterday, when I was bathing. This is such an abrupt ending. I want to smash your face against the wall till it cracks and the insides splatters everywhere. Why waste time getting depressed when you have happier things to think about? It's been 2 weeks since I've fallen sick, and I'm still not ok. What do I know anyway, right? Fuck you, you stubborn bitch. It's such a shame though. I'm always trying to catch my breath. The Great Depression, i'm experiencing it. Live with darkness, strike by fear. Everyday it's just the same thing. I know it could have developed into something better. Control freak. Where has the happiness gone? One party has to lose out, and I decided to be on the losing end. I want to throw you over the parapet and laugh maniacally while I see you fall 14 storeys down. All this hating, stop it... Someone bring back my happiness. I want to go back to the time when we hadn't met. People's lives are not for you to control. Individuals decide how they want their life to flow. I may snap anytime. I want my life back.


6:50 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Canon Groove -Audition
A random blog post. Yea, I shall blog about my 'glory' days as a clubber in Audition, which is like 1 year and older back.
First off, the weirdest bug I've ever encountered.

An FM on what used to be the fastest song in the game. Jong Kook Kim -Lovely (188bpm)

Bboy Batle(8). My team member got disconnected at the start of the game, but I manage to beat my opponents.

It's kinda common to see twins in Audition. Hehe.

One of the GM events I participated in. A good thing we won. The link to the video here.

Ah, and who could forget one of my favourite modes. Girls vs Boys. Special guest Alfie aka FiEaNa.

One of my biggest accomplishments. Crazy-8k fm at 132bpm. Song: LOVE IS -Turbo.

And my best Crazy-4k fm. Audition's remix of Can Can at 150bpm.

Fastest couple FM. Dancing to the song Don't Cry by XR (146bpm). Special guest, my wife in Audition, capricorn88. =)

NPC battle with the oldies group. I managed to chain till i beat the NPC score itself. Haha!

And at 1 point in time during my Audition life there was a couple competition and the most matching couple outfit will. So my wife and I participated and our theme was the wedding suit.

We took as many couple shots as we could. Sadly we didn't win. And the suits only lasted for 30 days. =(

But we had fun though. =)

Well then I'll end this post with my marriage card. Enjoy. And I own that outfit, face included. HAHA!------------------------------------------

How long more?



8:38 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009

Awake -Secondhand Serenade

A belated post for the belated birthday boy. Raudha, Sebastian, Shafiq and me celebrated Alvin's belated birthday on the 10th. It was a surprise that nearly never happened, but I was glad it went somewhat according to plan eventually.


Raudha and me met up first at Jurong Point to buy a small cake at...
The wonderful thing about this shop is that they let you, the customer, to personalise your designs on your cake. Since we're short on cash, we bought a 4'' cake that costs $11. Considered cheap as compared to other pastry shops that we went to.
And here's the masterpiece!
The initial plan was that I was supposed to meet Alvin, by myself. And there wasn't any reason why I should be meetin him. And the weird thing is he didn't ask why I wanted to meet him.


And I (we) was running late in meeting him. Raudha and me rushed to Popular to buy a small vanguard(?) sheet so that we could make a card. I was surprised when Raudha told me she brought colouring materials in her small bag of hers.


We started creating the card in the train, with limited time travelling to Jurong East station. And Shafiq and Sebastian were already there, spying on Alvin. And Sebastian told me me that both of them even happen to walk past him unknowingly.


Shafiq: That was Alvin right?*looking back*


Sebastian: *looking back* Omg ya wtf!


I called Sebastian to call them to meet in front of the ATM machine where there is a bench. There, we wrote our wishes on the card, trying to fill up as much space as we could.


After that Raudha and me met Alvin. Raudha came up with the excuse that she has to go to her auntie's house. Well, he bought it. And Alvin wanted to eat lunch, so I lead the way to the hawker centre, with Sebastian and Shafiq trailing behind us the whole time, trying not to be spotted.


And all the while while Alvin were having his lunch, Raudha and me kept him busy, while Sebastian and Shafiq went to another coffeeshop and do what they do when they are at the coffeeshop. Haha.


Fast Forward>>


The meeting place was outside the Red Man place, where it sells the bakery stuffs and whatnot. Shafiq and Sebastian prepared the cake by lighting the candle. Raudha and me brought Alvin to the lifts where behind it, Sebastian was holding the cake.


Alvin got a shock, the happy kind of shock when we started singing the (belated) birthday song, with the cake presented in front of him.


Look at his chubby smiling face. It's !@#$%^ rare that you see him smile this wide. And i'm happy that the cause of it was us. Haha.


5:48 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Better In Time -Leona Lewis

It's been almost one week since I fell sick. I got a fever on Saturday, and I couldn't confirm to check whether I had high fever since SOMEONE FREAKING TOOK MY FREAKING THERMOMETER WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO BE MINE. The culprit was my lil. She had ths temperature check in school... DON'T THEY FREAKING KNOW THAT THE THERMOMETER IS A FREAKING PERSONAL ITEM AND ONLY THE OWNER CAN FREAKING USE IT?

I'm still sick though. Yesterday when I wanted to cough out my phglem, there was essence of blood at the end. This is the 2nd time it has happened since last year. Now i'm just trying to cough out whatever remaining phglem I have left in my throat. At least I know i'm recovering. Well I hope so, and I keep reminding myself that.

Didn't know depression has such undesired effects on me. This is a first.

Probably I have said this before in a few posts before this that I have a paranoia that I won't be able to wake up to see the next daylight. Well, I don't know whether I would wake up and realise it's my birthday.

I don't have the assurance, the optimisticity, and anything that will help to calm me down. I'm going insane.

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Let it go you dumbfuck.



4:31 PM

Monday, February 09, 2009

Break Even -The Script

Baoyan says hi! Ever wanted to obtain that legendary golden poo from Pet Society but no matter how long you wait, the only colour it comes out from your pet's butt is brown?

This post is not about how to get your pet to poop gold, but here is something interesting I found on the web.

Gold pills! Supposedly make you poop gold. All you have to do is pop one in and hope that your excretions starts to blink and shine. But there's no physical proof yet. Not like you REALLY want to see golden poop right?

Link here.

And the real Baoyan is in the links section. Haha.

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Freaking sick. Hope I recover in time for bowling. =(



6:24 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2009

What's Goin' On -The Veronicas

Going gaga over sheeps. Haha. New skin, all green. And no, i'm not a 1 handed blogger. This picture is just dam weird.


6:14 PM

Monday, February 02, 2009

Stop -3rd Coast

Updates will be minimal because I don't have my camera with me.

Maybe I should start some small game like showing where I am on different days. Haha.



3:03 PM

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